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The Magic Box, Sunday, July 13
It was Sunday evening. Maybe in other, better cities people were waking up from the naps they took to sleep off Grandma's pot roast dinner after church. Maybe they were riding bikes under streetlights or swinging on suburban porch swings, counting fireflies.
But this was Fandom, and Fandom Sundays were a lot like any other day. Which meant the magic had to keep coming. Anders had an opening shift, which meant he had to sweep up the cigarette butts and wipe the sticky rings of dried hooch off the tables, and check to make sure all the props and sheet music were in order for the night. It was dumb, and dull, and more than a little gross, but it kept him on the owners' good sides and that was where he liked to be.
He fretted as he went through the routine of busywork. The kid, Elsa -- the chatter backstage was that she was up for a couple special jobs. She was way too young for anything like that, but Anders wasn't the type to stick his neck out, not when it would just give somebody like Angelface a perfect chance to slit his throat. Besides, Karla wasn't dumb. If anybody could going to keep Elsa pure, Karla could.
Once the club was in tip-top shape for the night, Anders went backstage to get into costume, chat with the girls, and wait for the show to begin.
But this was Fandom, and Fandom Sundays were a lot like any other day. Which meant the magic had to keep coming. Anders had an opening shift, which meant he had to sweep up the cigarette butts and wipe the sticky rings of dried hooch off the tables, and check to make sure all the props and sheet music were in order for the night. It was dumb, and dull, and more than a little gross, but it kept him on the owners' good sides and that was where he liked to be.
He fretted as he went through the routine of busywork. The kid, Elsa -- the chatter backstage was that she was up for a couple special jobs. She was way too young for anything like that, but Anders wasn't the type to stick his neck out, not when it would just give somebody like Angelface a perfect chance to slit his throat. Besides, Karla wasn't dumb. If anybody could going to keep Elsa pure, Karla could.
Once the club was in tip-top shape for the night, Anders went backstage to get into costume, chat with the girls, and wait for the show to begin.
Re: After the Show - Backstage
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Ignoring the fact that cameras didn't exactly work that way, and all.
Re: After the Show - Backstage
Re: After the Show - Backstage
"I'm not usually looking at all of the faces," she explained, gently.
She tended to look out for one face in particular.
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"It looks like me," she blurted out, before she could stop herself. "You p-probably get that a lot, from fans, but no matter where I sit, it looks ... looks like you're looking right at me."
She had her eyes squeezed tight now. Too late to turn back.
"So I pretend that -- that you're singing just for me. That there's nobody else in the club, or even the whole world, just you, up there on stage, and me, watching."
Re: After the Show - Backstage
But since it was exactly the person she'd been singing to, she did nothing of the sort. She simply smiled and reached for one of Eleanor's hands.
"Right at you," she agreed, gently. "And nobody else."
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"You're so beautiful, up there," she said, softly, twining her fingers through Elsa's almost nervously. "Like something out of a dream."
This was something out of a dream, this flutter of a heartbeat going between them.
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"Seeing you in the audience makes that easier," she replied. "Every night you're there, I feel... grounded. Safe. It's silly, I know. We haven't really spoken before this."
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She blushed, ducking her head again. "That's why I kept coming back, night after night. I couldn't ... stay away."
And why she had finally made it back here.
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"This feels a bit surreal, doesn't it," she murmured. "Like something from a dream that finally comes true, though you never dared to dream it would."
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Scared, maybe. Afraid, not least to admit it to herself. She squeezed Elsa's hand, feeling like it was suddenly a lifeline.
"I keep waiting to wake up," she said. "Or have someone come in and throw me out, or have you jerk your hand back."
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It was so soft and slim in her own. She was looking down at it again as if it was some wonder, some miracle, some unknown magic seeping into this world from another place.
But there it was, Elsa's hand in hers. They were sitting here on the floor and ... holding hands. It sounded bizarrely innocent and yet so intimate all at once.
"So that just leaves someone else throwing me out," she said. "Maybe I should have shut the door."
That sounded shocking, as it left her lips.
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"We could. We could shut the door. Lock it from the inside. Get to know one another, besides glances stolen from across a crowded room... I have the rest of the night off..."
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And then she approached the door, her stomach twisting itself around like mad, and shut it, firmly clicking the lock into place.
She didn't know how she got the courage to turn and face Elsa again. It was like something otherworldly was compelling her.
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"Would it be too terribly forward," she murmured, "to stand a little closer?"
Such daring.
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"I hope not," she said, in a very low voice. "Or maybe I just ... don't care about what's forward, any more."
Being near Elsa made those things seem trivial.