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Nina ([personal profile] bookbeltof_love) wrote in [community profile] fandomtownies2020-11-17 10:49 am

The Bookbelt | Tuesday

We're the youngest generation of Prices. …You'd be the next generation…

Nina had done a pretty good job bothering Duke on Sunday and losing herself in flying and attempts at picking locks (she could manage basic ones as a pony—it was a victory that only she really cared about) and then on Monday she'd thrown herself headlong into moping about the lack of wings.

(Which, being clear, was a huge tragedy.)

But by the time Tuesday rolled around, Miss Verity's words, which had stuck and lingered and rolled around in the back of her head had left her sleepless and anxious in ways she wasn't quite sure how to face head on.

That was how she wound up at her shop, before the wee hours of the morning really got going, well before dawn.

Like.

She'd been an orphan. Then she'd gotten herself adopted. She loved Prompto fiercely, wildly, unreasonably (anything that hurt him was going to get a bookbelt to the face and she didn't know if he realized just what that meant) but…

But…

Somewhere along the line, Liam's fake-dadness had become… less and less fake until she was pretty sure that it was only fake now because how could you adopt someone already adopted and because… well… once you said those words, and meant them, how could you come back from it?

Nina was… pretty sure he was her dad. Like, her actual dad. The one that came running when she was scared and who cheered her on when she had a brilliant idea and who smiled just because she, like, existed. And that was wildly frightening to her, something she teetered over a precipice of, because what if he changed his mind? What if she did? What if it—

Wasn't real?

Better to not say and just love and hope and twist herself into knots about it because she wanted him to be her dad but she didn't want to lose Prompto and wasn't it selfish to want both? Wasn't it being unbearably, impossibly greedy?

Then, Miss Verity just cutting through all the complications with her easy acceptance of the fact that, somehow, someway, she was family.

You'd be the next generation.

And, sure, they'd been talking about ghosts and loopholes and…

"Aunt Mary," she said, trying out how it sounded, said aloud. It sounded pretty nice. It wasn't scary to say since, like, people called people Aunts and Uncles all the time that they weren't related to. It was fine.

"Dad." That sounded nicer, though her cheeks flamed at saying it, embarrassed even though no one was there to hear her.

"Mom?" That one was uncertain, suiting the way she felt about it. She really didn't know Miss Verity that well. Miss Verity hadn't, didn't, belong to that title, aside from as a person adjacent to Liam and that… well… that wasn't enough.

She already had one adoptive mother where it was transactional, and she didn't think Miss Verity would like her calling her mom—unless Nina meant it. (Or if they were undercover, but that was different. The same rules didn't apply.)

But it was fun to imagine, in the quiet empty hours as she cleaned and thought and wondered.

By the time the shop was open, the place was sparkling clean and Nina was reading in one of the squashy, comfortable chairs at the front.

I love you, she texted Prompto, five minutes before she knew his alarm was supposed to go off. She didn't know if he'd answer. He was so busy these days, but she hoped it made him smile anyway.

Then she went back to her tea and her books and the ghosts of thoughts that plagued her.

The Bookbelt is Open.

[That Nina was at the shop early and cleaning is FB, what she was saying is NFB, please!]
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
"I mean," Prompto allowed, shrugging in the hope that at least going through the motions would make some sort of casualness or apathy about it more convincing, "it sounds like it was a pretty big deal. There's usually at least a couple of shoes to drop with something like that..."

And oh, hey, your family sucks, this new shiny one is WAAAAY better was a pretty big shoe!

"And like you said," he added, trying yet again to get away from all of that, "it was terrifying. That's a pretty big shoe. Can't I be worried about you?"

It was his job as her brother! And if he couldn't do his JOB...
hashtag_chocobro: (contemplative)

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
"You tell me," Prompto said, after a very, very long pause, one that wasn't even filled in by a bite of cereal, because he was kind of losing his appetite, anyway, and once he said it, he really wished he hadn't, because he didn't think he actually wanted to know the answer.

Especially since it didn't really matter if there was anything to be worried about. He was going to just be worried anyway.
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
Well. Prompto had been wanting to put all of his own issues aside, and the way Nina's voice sounded just then did the trick and then some. His gut immediately twisted in a completely different way.

"That's the other shoe, Nina," he said. At least, it was the one that mattered. "I'm worried about you. I know how you can get about...stuff like this. And when you get thrown through a loop..."

He tried a faint smile.

"Rare as that is. It's a lot."
hashtag_chocobro: (pensive)

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, she started this conversation! Both via text and the phone. Her issues totally got precedence!

"You need to...do any of that thinking out loud?" Prompto offered, poking at his cereal, giving a glance to the clock. He had time. He'd make time. Even if he was pretty sure a lot of it would be stuff that wasn't going to be easy to hear.
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
"And that's fine, too!" Prompto said quickly, reassuringly, as if to prop that slump right back up. "But...if you want to, you know I'm here for you, right? And I'm only a portal away. Noct will understand."

Everyone else?

Meh. He didn't care about everyone else at that point.
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Or maybe now? Now would be good. Prompto hated how the moment he remembered how empty the house always was, he couldn't stop thinking about it.

"It's your home, too, Nina," he reminded her. "You don't need permission."
hashtag_chocobro: (arms crossed in red)

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
And here Prompto was going to make a snarky comment about how disappointed Noct would be to miss manicure night, but then Nina squeezed in that last part.

And he faltered.

"I don't..." he started, cautiously, "I don't really think I'm someone who can really answer that..."

Except...

He hesitated, shifting a little uncomfortably.

"That's kind of how it felt, though, with Yang's family. Especially her dad..."

Now to just soothe that still way-more-open-than-it-should-still-be wound over with some good old classic Prompto Argentum self-depreciation!

"I guess some people'll be willing to take in just about anyone."
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
"You're special to me, too, Nina." There was a faint trace of a lighter, Duh, obviously to his voice because, well, the humor was all part of the trademark. Part of making any of this bearable. And it was true, besides. "And to a lot of people."

She had people wanting to make her family, for crying out loud. She was practically overflowing with family at this point...

And he was just there. In his empty house again.
hashtag_chocobro: (soft smirk)

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 11:27 am (UTC)(link)
"It's not like we all just started like that, though," Prompto said, after a long moment of careful thought. "They don't know you now, but they will get to know you, and then they won't be able to help falling in love with you and seeing how special you are. I mean, come on. Would you have ever expected, when we first met, that this was where we'd wind up? Back in that lobby at the airport, where all I wanted to do was take pictures of everything, and all you wanted to do was steal Dean Skywalker's future second wife with Vette...that things would wind up leading us...here?"
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"See?" said Prompto, smiling a little at that soft feeling of nostalgia, at that strange, simpler time that seemed pretty much forever ago. "And now we're practically planning that weird, mechanical carriage's wedding colors. Everything amazing starts somewhere, right? And a lot of our amazing things have started in the weirdest, most unexpected ways. It'll probably be the same with this, y'know?"
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Prompto drew in the breath for a sigh but was able to hold it, since they were talking on the phone, and that would be a dead giveaway to his thoughts about how the last thing he'd want was to be somewhere he wasn't wanted, and was only there by the sheer grace of Nina's very powerful will.

But what else could he say to that?

Mostly just a weak joke.

"Kicking and screaming," he let that breath out now as a soft laugh, "no doubt."
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Gods, Nina, no. Didn't you understand how that was a million times worse? Like, that he would be the one thing keeping her back from having more of something that he knew she craved from the very bottom of her being?

He almost groaned. Then flailed. And definitely had even less of an idea of what to say to that.

"We're probably just getting way ahead of ourselves, anyway," he tried, hoping it didn't sound as desperate as it felt.
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[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2020-11-18 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Prompto had never been more relieved for a change of topic in his entire life, especially since he had desperately wanted to do the same thing, but figured he couldn't pull it off with enough subtly and Nina would just yell at him for even trying.

All the air rushed out of him. All of it, and the weight off his shoulders for the time being, too.

"Pizza," he said, without even needing to think about it. "With literally all the extra cheese."