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The Bookbelt | Tuesday
We're the youngest generation of Prices. …You'd be the next generation…
Nina had done a pretty good job bothering Duke on Sunday and losing herself in flying and attempts at picking locks (she could manage basic ones as a pony—it was a victory that only she really cared about) and then on Monday she'd thrown herself headlong into moping about the lack of wings.
(Which, being clear, was a huge tragedy.)
But by the time Tuesday rolled around, Miss Verity's words, which had stuck and lingered and rolled around in the back of her head had left her sleepless and anxious in ways she wasn't quite sure how to face head on.
That was how she wound up at her shop, before the wee hours of the morning really got going, well before dawn.
Like.
She'd been an orphan. Then she'd gotten herself adopted. She loved Prompto fiercely, wildly, unreasonably (anything that hurt him was going to get a bookbelt to the face and she didn't know if he realized just what that meant) but…
But…
Somewhere along the line, Liam's fake-dadness had become… less and less fake until she was pretty sure that it was only fake now because how could you adopt someone already adopted and because… well… once you said those words, and meant them, how could you come back from it?
Nina was… pretty sure he was her dad. Like, her actual dad. The one that came running when she was scared and who cheered her on when she had a brilliant idea and who smiled just because she, like, existed. And that was wildly frightening to her, something she teetered over a precipice of, because what if he changed his mind? What if she did? What if it—
Wasn't real?
Better to not say and just love and hope and twist herself into knots about it because she wanted him to be her dad but she didn't want to lose Prompto and wasn't it selfish to want both? Wasn't it being unbearably, impossibly greedy?
Then, Miss Verity just cutting through all the complications with her easy acceptance of the fact that, somehow, someway, she was family.
You'd be the next generation.
And, sure, they'd been talking about ghosts and loopholes and…
"Aunt Mary," she said, trying out how it sounded, said aloud. It sounded pretty nice. It wasn't scary to say since, like, people called people Aunts and Uncles all the time that they weren't related to. It was fine.
"Dad." That sounded nicer, though her cheeks flamed at saying it, embarrassed even though no one was there to hear her.
"Mom?" That one was uncertain, suiting the way she felt about it. She really didn't know Miss Verity that well. Miss Verity hadn't, didn't, belong to that title, aside from as a person adjacent to Liam and that… well… that wasn't enough.
She already had one adoptive mother where it was transactional, and she didn't think Miss Verity would like her calling her mom—unless Nina meant it. (Or if they were undercover, but that was different. The same rules didn't apply.)
But it was fun to imagine, in the quiet empty hours as she cleaned and thought and wondered.
By the time the shop was open, the place was sparkling clean and Nina was reading in one of the squashy, comfortable chairs at the front.
I love you, she texted Prompto, five minutes before she knew his alarm was supposed to go off. She didn't know if he'd answer. He was so busy these days, but she hoped it made him smile anyway.
Then she went back to her tea and her books and the ghosts of thoughts that plagued her.
The Bookbelt is Open.
[That Nina was at the shop early and cleaning is FB, what she was saying is NFB, please!]
Nina had done a pretty good job bothering Duke on Sunday and losing herself in flying and attempts at picking locks (she could manage basic ones as a pony—it was a victory that only she really cared about) and then on Monday she'd thrown herself headlong into moping about the lack of wings.
(Which, being clear, was a huge tragedy.)
But by the time Tuesday rolled around, Miss Verity's words, which had stuck and lingered and rolled around in the back of her head had left her sleepless and anxious in ways she wasn't quite sure how to face head on.
That was how she wound up at her shop, before the wee hours of the morning really got going, well before dawn.
Like.
She'd been an orphan. Then she'd gotten herself adopted. She loved Prompto fiercely, wildly, unreasonably (anything that hurt him was going to get a bookbelt to the face and she didn't know if he realized just what that meant) but…
But…
Somewhere along the line, Liam's fake-dadness had become… less and less fake until she was pretty sure that it was only fake now because how could you adopt someone already adopted and because… well… once you said those words, and meant them, how could you come back from it?
Nina was… pretty sure he was her dad. Like, her actual dad. The one that came running when she was scared and who cheered her on when she had a brilliant idea and who smiled just because she, like, existed. And that was wildly frightening to her, something she teetered over a precipice of, because what if he changed his mind? What if she did? What if it—
Wasn't real?
Better to not say and just love and hope and twist herself into knots about it because she wanted him to be her dad but she didn't want to lose Prompto and wasn't it selfish to want both? Wasn't it being unbearably, impossibly greedy?
Then, Miss Verity just cutting through all the complications with her easy acceptance of the fact that, somehow, someway, she was family.
You'd be the next generation.
And, sure, they'd been talking about ghosts and loopholes and…
"Aunt Mary," she said, trying out how it sounded, said aloud. It sounded pretty nice. It wasn't scary to say since, like, people called people Aunts and Uncles all the time that they weren't related to. It was fine.
"Dad." That sounded nicer, though her cheeks flamed at saying it, embarrassed even though no one was there to hear her.
"Mom?" That one was uncertain, suiting the way she felt about it. She really didn't know Miss Verity that well. Miss Verity hadn't, didn't, belong to that title, aside from as a person adjacent to Liam and that… well… that wasn't enough.
She already had one adoptive mother where it was transactional, and she didn't think Miss Verity would like her calling her mom—unless Nina meant it. (Or if they were undercover, but that was different. The same rules didn't apply.)
But it was fun to imagine, in the quiet empty hours as she cleaned and thought and wondered.
By the time the shop was open, the place was sparkling clean and Nina was reading in one of the squashy, comfortable chairs at the front.
I love you, she texted Prompto, five minutes before she knew his alarm was supposed to go off. She didn't know if he'd answer. He was so busy these days, but she hoped it made him smile anyway.
Then she went back to her tea and her books and the ghosts of thoughts that plagued her.
The Bookbelt is Open.
[That Nina was at the shop early and cleaning is FB, what she was saying is NFB, please!]
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And Nina's did make him smile.
Love you too
But then it made him frown.
everything ok?
Prompto knew you, Nina. And that was an incredibly...quiet text.
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Of course, should anyone (barring a very small number of people) wander in, her quiet mood would be shelved for glittery brightness and relentless cheer but...
Well, she was in a quiet mood.
Nothing's really wrong. Just thinking about a lot of things.
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Like, if she hadn't figured he'd ask her that when she was 'just thinking about a lot of things' in a way that was preceded by a simple, sweet text exactly five minutes before his alarm was due to go off, well...
anything you want to just babble about? I'll listen.
He usually didn't have a choice, after all!
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No.
Nina thought about that and, a moment later, added:
Aren't you busy?
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So maybe it was just as much worry as it was a little guilt. So that she would at least know that he was, y'know, still there.
not too busy. if anything, i can blame anything on a pony-related emergency
Since there were plenty of receipts to back that up.
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If you're sure.....
But she also knew him and knew that, at this point, he wasn't going to go away unless she got nasty and... Nina didn't want to start a fight.
You know how Liam acted as my fake-dad for PW?
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Prompto wondered if Nina could sort of hear the chuckle in his text there, because there was definitely one in his voice as he sent that and then then tried to motivate himself to at least get up and shuffle to the kitchen for some breakfast while they talked.
y?
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Nina didn't have to go anywhere, ensconced as she was in her squashy chair with tea and a book and her entire shop around her. It was hers.
The thing is... he never stopped acting like a dad.
And Nina loved him like he was her dad. She really did.
It just, like, if I needed help, I asked him. He stops by with breakfast and makes sure I'm sleeping okay. He bought me a new winter jacket, just because I liked it, when I wouldn't by it myself because it wasn't my usual style.
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he's really great guy like that. it's obvious he really cares about you Nina.
I know that's like SUPER HARD for you to believe, but people DO that, u know
Um, pot, kettle, black much, Prompto?
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I'm going to remind you of that next time you think you've screwed up.
So there.
And... I know he is. I care about him too.
That wasn't the problem? Honestly, the problem was... she wasn't sure what the problem was, but she was scared and sad and lonely.
And a little bit hopeful.
I was visiting him and Miss Verity this weekend. He was a pony too--did you get the races we sent you?
No, that didn't matter right now.
While I was there, Miss Verity welcomed me to the family, saying that 'Prices are big on adoption' and that since 'I was Liam's, I was hers too' and talking about meeting Aunt Mary and the rest of family because they weren't going to hide me away like I was a secret and I...
She'd kind of spent the last few days freaking out about it. Over-thinking it. Tying herself in knots.
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The only thing he could think of saying in response, at first, was that Nina was already adopted. But that was the good thing about text, wasn't it? He wasn't about to just blurt out the first thing that came to his mind.
So he just focused on something else in there, instead.
like you could ever stay HIDDEN if you didn't want to be
What did that even mean, anyway? Why would they hide her away like a secret? He was definitely feeling there was something there that he just didn't know enough about.
And not just about that, either, but that whole...
He looked at his not-so-empty cereal bowl, looked up and around at the much-more-empty house.
that sounds really nice tho! and you totally killed it with those races!
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Glared at it.
Then he was getting a phone call.
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There was definitely an oh crap moment for him, though, when instead of the text he was expecting, he got a ringing phone.
He mustered up more cheerfulness than anyone should have to muster up for how early it was for him just then, and got ready a defense that leaned into still being sleepy and needing a shower before proper brain function could be achieved.
"Yeeee~eess?" he chirped into the phone. And braced himself.
...just be glad he didn't say 'Crow's Nest Roadhouse: You Kill 'Em, We Grill 'Em!', Nina.
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Though if Nina thought he hadn't noticed those moments during breakfast, and the picnic, and the flying races where she'd just seemed so totally overwhelmed... well. She was mistaken.
Liam also knew exactly what 'Nina's cleaning up at the bookshop bright and early' tended to mean, so when he spotted her through the window that morning, he'd made a detour to the Perk to pick up breakfast pastries and hot chocolate before swinging back around at the time she typically opened.
"Good moooooooooorning!!" he called out, in a clear imitation of Nina's usual style, although he was unable to get the exuberance quite right (who could, really?).
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Nina looked up from where she was... well, looking at portal times, quite honestly.
"Good morning," she said, with a tired sort of smile.
Liam was one of the few that weren't going to get the glittery good cheer when she didn't feel up to it.
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"Brought you breakfast," he said, tone casual.
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She'd been content so far with... tea. Honestly, Nina hadn't gotten to thinking about food yet.
"Come sit with me?"
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"You bet," he said, settling in to the chair he'd at some point decided was his favorite.
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"It's early," she observed.
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"Before all the troublemakers get up, huh?"
As if she wasn't one.
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"I proclaim innocence."
Note that she'd also proclaimed innocence even as she and Vette had tried to steal the bus from under Kanan's nose. So...
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“What do you believe?”
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