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Nina ([personal profile] bookbeltof_love) wrote in [community profile] fandomtownies2020-11-17 10:49 am

The Bookbelt | Tuesday

We're the youngest generation of Prices. …You'd be the next generation…

Nina had done a pretty good job bothering Duke on Sunday and losing herself in flying and attempts at picking locks (she could manage basic ones as a pony—it was a victory that only she really cared about) and then on Monday she'd thrown herself headlong into moping about the lack of wings.

(Which, being clear, was a huge tragedy.)

But by the time Tuesday rolled around, Miss Verity's words, which had stuck and lingered and rolled around in the back of her head had left her sleepless and anxious in ways she wasn't quite sure how to face head on.

That was how she wound up at her shop, before the wee hours of the morning really got going, well before dawn.

Like.

She'd been an orphan. Then she'd gotten herself adopted. She loved Prompto fiercely, wildly, unreasonably (anything that hurt him was going to get a bookbelt to the face and she didn't know if he realized just what that meant) but…

But…

Somewhere along the line, Liam's fake-dadness had become… less and less fake until she was pretty sure that it was only fake now because how could you adopt someone already adopted and because… well… once you said those words, and meant them, how could you come back from it?

Nina was… pretty sure he was her dad. Like, her actual dad. The one that came running when she was scared and who cheered her on when she had a brilliant idea and who smiled just because she, like, existed. And that was wildly frightening to her, something she teetered over a precipice of, because what if he changed his mind? What if she did? What if it—

Wasn't real?

Better to not say and just love and hope and twist herself into knots about it because she wanted him to be her dad but she didn't want to lose Prompto and wasn't it selfish to want both? Wasn't it being unbearably, impossibly greedy?

Then, Miss Verity just cutting through all the complications with her easy acceptance of the fact that, somehow, someway, she was family.

You'd be the next generation.

And, sure, they'd been talking about ghosts and loopholes and…

"Aunt Mary," she said, trying out how it sounded, said aloud. It sounded pretty nice. It wasn't scary to say since, like, people called people Aunts and Uncles all the time that they weren't related to. It was fine.

"Dad." That sounded nicer, though her cheeks flamed at saying it, embarrassed even though no one was there to hear her.

"Mom?" That one was uncertain, suiting the way she felt about it. She really didn't know Miss Verity that well. Miss Verity hadn't, didn't, belong to that title, aside from as a person adjacent to Liam and that… well… that wasn't enough.

She already had one adoptive mother where it was transactional, and she didn't think Miss Verity would like her calling her mom—unless Nina meant it. (Or if they were undercover, but that was different. The same rules didn't apply.)

But it was fun to imagine, in the quiet empty hours as she cleaned and thought and wondered.

By the time the shop was open, the place was sparkling clean and Nina was reading in one of the squashy, comfortable chairs at the front.

I love you, she texted Prompto, five minutes before she knew his alarm was supposed to go off. She didn't know if he'd answer. He was so busy these days, but she hoped it made him smile anyway.

Then she went back to her tea and her books and the ghosts of thoughts that plagued her.

The Bookbelt is Open.

[That Nina was at the shop early and cleaning is FB, what she was saying is NFB, please!]
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-21 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
"Just in Muse?" Liam checked.
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-21 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
That feeling of warmth and, and belonging that protest brought forth in him was almost overwhelming. In a good way.

“Because it was the two of us, and everybody else?” Liam guessed.
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-22 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
"It could be that simple here, too," Liam said, his voice soft, hopeful. "We don't need paperwork to make it real."
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-22 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
“He’s worried about being replaced,” Liam guessed. He was silent for another moment, and then:

“He won’t be,” he said firmly. “He can’t be. People like you and I, who weren’t born into anything resembling a family... the good thing about that is we get to choose ours. And you and I choosing each other doesn’t invalidate the fact that you and Prompto did too.”
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-22 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
“Good,” Liam said firmly. “And you can tell him that I would never want you to, either.”

Honestly, he’d been thinking for a while about getting in contact with Prompto himself for a while now, a chance to get to know him better outside of their shared habit of worrying about Nina.
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-26 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of course," Liam said firmly. "You're talking to someone who married in, remember," he added, with a little smile. "I had to do the whole meet-everyone thing too. Or, well, almost everyone. There's still a couple members of her family I haven't had a chance to meet."
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-26 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't know if I can answer that," Liam said honestly. "This is all still new to me too. But I've seen it. Experienced it. I'm important to them because I'm important to Verity. You'd be important to them because you're important to me. And then, eventually- you're important to them because you're you."
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-26 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Once upon a time, you and Liam were strangers, Nina. And now you were one of the people at the top of his list of ‘People he wouldn’t hesitate to kill someone for’, so. Remember that!

“Same thing,” Liam said. “I care about him because you do. And I also- well. I want to get to know him beyond just ‘Nina’s brother’, and everything I know about Verity’s family says they’d feel the same way.” Family both was and wasn’t easy, as Liam was discovering.
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-26 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
“Of course I do,” Liam said.

It had been- ‘reassuring’ wasn’t really the word, but knowing that someone else was worrying about Nina just as much as he’d been, over the summer? It had helped, a tiny bit. And so yeah. He wanted, needed, really, to get to know Prompto better.
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-26 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm glad," Liam said, grinning at her. "It'd be super awkward if he didn't, don't you think?"
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-27 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
“And trust me, I’m going to do my best to disabuse him of that notion,” Liam said firmly. “Because it’s not true, at all.”
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[personal profile] firstofitskind 2020-11-27 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Warning noted and taken to heart," Liam told her. "I'm sure it'll take some work to convince him, but I can be pretty stubborn when it comes down to it."

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